so i found out today whats seans problem was and why he dumped me… ashley (yes theres two of us) was the ONLY person who seemed to think i had a right to know. everyone else thought i couldnt handle it or would flip out or something. i think i’m taking this pretty well but i also think this could be the calm before the storm…
FIRST OFF he WAS cheating on me i kinda knew that but had no proof or reasoning behind it. it was just a feeling i got… but whats worse is… he got the girl pregnant a couple months ago apparently and now hes married to her. i guess he has been for a few weeks now. i mean i saw the ring on his hand but i just thought he was stupid and was wearing it on the wrong hand -_-
well thats all just fucking fantastic isnt it? they are not living together she doesnt work or drive. he hardly works he gets almost the same amount of hours as i do and makes just a tad more than me…that is not enough to raise a kid.
that aside… i just feel kinda like second best cause apparently she knew about me this whole time so he was totally honest with her but all i got was a heap of lies. just the other day he sent me some mushy text message he is still constantly flirting with me its like a game to him. its starting to make me sick. whenever we work together he follows me around like a little lost puppy. i think he should go spend some time with his WIFE and mother of his child…
and before i end this i would also like to add… he told me on several occasions that he was a virgin DX
